Hmm.. haven't been coming to this place for some time now... School is officially out... 2 more weeks till my East Coast trip and about 2 months till I go back to HK.. It's gonna be a long summer, that's for sure (in which I have to get a job [scowlz] Ehh.. it's just as well...)

Well... ok.. I dunno what else to say anymore... so signing out!

Wow... haven't come around here for 2-3 months? Eh... whatever... seems like everyone had migrate to facebook or whatnot... [shrugs] Meh! Anyways... since no one's gonna read this, I'm gonna post some more crap poems (yes... I shalt never give up! never!) It's just like pouring all my inside's annoyance into this little black hole... should be healthier than keeping it cramp up inside my body...

My Downfall

-Ryuko Ishida

In a familiar interior of worn-out blue,

Metallic grey and occasional blood-red, ink-black drawls,

We cross path again.

Always the silence – that despicable demon,

And the curious glances again and again.

That cream-white cord, always snaking by your shoulders,

And caressing your torso – a friendly touch.

And the rhythmic taps of your feet – the comforting pulsation

Reconciling with whatever beat your machine is feeding you.

And the metrical taps of you fingers – dull against your jeans.

Always the urge – that uncontrollable monster,

Whispering nothing and everything in my head again and again.

Always the awkwardness – my downfall one of these days,

Constraining any wild thoughts and

Heat-of-the-moment acts –

Canceling them one by one.

Why can’t I shoot dead my downfall

And rise victorious over my fears?

That’s the only thing I ever ask for.  

Well... that was comforting... [sighs deeply]

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